From being properly kitted out to planning a walking route up Mam Tor, our writer finds her feet and her tribe in the Peak District
It is raining. Heavy drops hit so hard they bounce back into the air. Cloud hangs over the highest peak, today’s destination. I gather with the small group of women in larger bodies, all facing the same challenge as me, with similar demons whispering into their ears, “You’re too fat, you’re not fit enough, you don’t belong here, you will embarrass yourself … ”
Despite the rain, I am dry, comfortable and well prepared for a day of British weather in the Peak District. For the first time in my 41 years, I am wearing a pair of walking trousers that fit. I have a backpack that is full of kit yet sits correctly, with weight distributed properly. My waterproof jacket not only zips up, but also covers my hips, lower back and is actually waterproof. It may seem odd to mention technical outdoor clothing functioning, but lots of people have to try to enjoy the outdoors in ill-fitting clothes or unsafe kit. Which is why Steph Wetherell, with the support of fellow outdoor enthusiasts Emily Williams, Kumbi Kariwo, Sara Huws and Rebecca Dawson, set up Every Body Outdoors (EBO) – a community campaigning for clothing, gear and representation for larger bodies in the outdoors.